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Whenever I morose
I pray for them my dears
Wipe away my frowns
Erase my lonely tears

I picture them so well
Of happy cheer and glee
Whatever sadness faced
Replaced from only he

Remember them in prayers
With tears awash my face
Pray God to keeps them safe
Away from pain disgrace

My loneliness departs
If only for a while
Replaced with Yakin
And faintest trace of smile

I dream of them to hug
And yearn for them to hold
Feeling emptiness
Oh so grey and old

I know in truth the time
The time it waits for me
Reunited glad
Wide smile for all to see

And I also know
With patience I must bear
in truth never alone
Of nothing to be scared

A promise he most high
Perhaps some sins be gone
A pin prick or a frown
Patience lingers on

Still I feel some sad
Eyes awash with tears
Alas a hypocrite
Who won’t surrender fears

I prayed to him all times
This answer came to me
Prescription must accept
Even though can’t see

Do they feel the same?
Or happy if I’m gone
Pondering insane?
I will not quit till done

Do they wait for me?
Or enemy erased
Forget the angry one
Ignoble and disgraced

Do they miss a smile?
A touch a glance or hug
Would not have them feel pain
Feelings swept to rugs

Oh I wait for them
Do they wait for me?
Reunite perchance
Deeper knowledge see

The one with strong good voice
Another laws to see
The leader so young
And youngest toys for he

How I long to hug
Oh I yearn embrace
If I shed tears am I a man
Or merely fool disgraced

I wished so long ago
To grow in knowledge deep
Perhaps this wish come true
Reason clear lost sleep

Funny is a man
Who yearns but slow accept
I know this is for good
Although of smile bereft

One day answer clear
Of that I know I’m sure
Meet creator good
And then I’ll want no more